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Suddenly, once it is true I could kill myself any minute I wanted... I feel pretty powerful. The possible excitement is gone, the drama is gone, all the worries of "how" and "when"... gone. It's actually back to the basics, about life and death. Makes me feel like I'm in charge of something, finally. This is the only thing only I can decide about, the rest is already up to others.
I feel a bit crazy. Not the bad, serious and depressed way, or the funny happy way, neither of them. I wanna scare you and freak you out now. I'm not sure is it good or bad but... does that even matter? Na ah. I feel strong enough to not care for a while.
I actually think I could go and kill someone else.
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